in the gray cracks of the sidewalk Is where you’ll find the pieces of our potential among the stars are the dreams that once were I don’t look up anymore i moved away sold our bed decided i hated you because it was easier If i left and i didn’t love you and if i didn’t hate you then there was only The Void I decided you were repulsive unforgiving mean and i understood why it was logical every decision i made by every virtue no one could say i was wrong but the heart tells a different tale pretending when you’re in pain creates a sickness so deep that untwisting could take years so I start fresh put you in a drawer laugh about it I still believe it was the only way I wish it could be different but you don’t matter and that is the only way
Beautifully written, made me heart ache 💕